Yesterday Susan and
I went to visit a terminally ill 73 year old woman I had
visited several times before. This was to prove a most memorable
visit for us as a couple.
I had several fruitless visits with
Donna in the past. She had no particular interest in my
Christianity or God. While she was very pleasant about
it, it was clear she was far from God. The books I lent
her were handed back unread and she had excuses for not
reading any of them. I had almost despaired of reaching
her for the Lord until yesterday. Her life had been rough
to say the least. She had looked after her disabled husband
for many years, had buried her son when he was only months
old, buried her daughter as a young adult, and attended
the funerals of her brothers and sisters. She was very
much alone with difficult memories to keep her company
as she quietly waited for her cancer to succeed in its
lethal enterprise. I must confess that she was not bitter,
only very sad about being so alone.
She had called leaving a message on
our answering machine that she would appreciate a visit.
Susan and I went the next day. When we arrived we found
Donna sitting out on the verandah of the home where she
boarded. As soon as we sat down she looked at me and asked,
"Gordon, could you teach me to pray?" She wanted
me to pray and she would repeat the words after me. She
indicated that she was seeking the Lord and wanted to
know she would be with Him when she died. I led her through
a penitential prayer and she prayed the words after me
most earnestly. When I was done she kept her head bowed
and soon her thin voice was heard as she spoke directly
to her Creator. "Dear God, You are so good, I love
you and want to be with You.", she said. "I
am nobody in the scheme of things, but please hear me
and give me a place in your heaven. I just want to be
with you. Please take me there soon, I have suffered much.
Dear God You are so great and wonderful and I don't even
know what to say to You, I am so humble. Please hear me,
I want to be with You so much. Amen."
Susan and I had tears in our eyes as
we heard this sincere and contrite expression of faith
on Donna's part. We felt that we were on holy ground as
we were privileged to listen in on this woman's prayer
for forgiveness and acceptance by the Lord. Although we
attended two church services that Sunday, we felt closer
to the Lord in those few moments than we did all day Sunday.
It is such a joy and privilege to minister
to pastorless people like Donna and have the joy of hearing
them weep their way to the Saviour. We are humbled to
be in such a position as we are with this great responsibility
of declaring the unsearchable riches of Christ and knowing
that in His time the increase will be given. We worked
for many months with Donna and nothing happened. Then,
one sunny Sunday afternoon it seemed that everything happened.
How grateful we were that we had not
written her off because of her seeming lack of interest
in Christian things. Now Donna has given us another assignment,
"Gordon, please pray that I will go to heaven soon."
She is an eager person and has assurance that God has
heard her prayer and will give her heaven as her portion.
The sacrificial support that many of
you give towards our expenses insures a continued ministry
of hope to hurting people. Thank you for praying and being
a part of what we do for the sake of our great God and
Saviour. Let us rejoice in what has been done and be ambitious
to see greater things done for the glory of God.